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Proud Sorrows

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On sale Aug 13, 2024 | 384 Pages | 9781641295994

In the eighteenth installment in this fan-favorite WWII mystery series, US Army Captain Billy Boyle investigates a murder in a charming English village, where personal vendettas tangle with wartime espionage.

Norfolk, England, November 1944: After a series of dangerous missions in the South of France, US Army Captain Billy Boyle is finally on leave, and is settling into a peaceful rest at the country estate of Sir Richard Seaton, the father of Billy’s British lover, Diana. Seaton Manor is a comfortable haven, and Billy is eager to spend a few precious days in Diana’s company pretending the war is far away.

Unfortunately, Billy’s leave is cut short when a crashed German bomber resurfaces off the coast with the corpse of a British officer in the pilot seat. The nearby village of Slewford hosts a top-secret military intelligence operation, home to high-ranking German POWs, and so the crash is a matter of national security. Billy is assigned by the commander of the POW facility to investigate. After the plane is discovered, a local villager is murdered—and suddenly what had appeared to be a failed enemy military operation takes on an even more sinister aspect. All Billy’s ex-Boston cop instincts are put to the test as he interviews the grieving, angry, and conniving citizens of this idyllic English country village in search of the truth.
Praise for Proud Sorrows

A Barnes & Noble Best Book of 2023


“Benn’s Billy Boyle series has enchanted readers for many years and Proud Sorrows is an excellent addition. Benn is a master of suspense; his work builds to the end and never loosens its grip upon the reader. Even if this is your first Billy Boyle Mystery you will find Proud Sorrows a satisfying read!”
—Charles Todd, author of the Inspector Rutledge mysteries and the Bess Crawford mysteries

“Perfect for fans of WWII fiction and historical mysteries, the Billy Boyle series is always a favorite. Not only is this a compelling mystery, but the level of historical research makes this a fascinating window into one of the most tumultuous times in modern history.”
—Barnes & Noble

“A thrilling and ingenious plot . . . [Proud Sorrows] is in many ways Benn’s most beautifully conceptualized and realized book.”
The Day

“An exhilarating and often emotional adventure.”
—Beth Kanell, Stories That Matter

“The dialogue, settings, and the many characters all feel authentic. Tension builds to a rousing conclusion in Boyle’s Poirot-like quest to find the killer or killers and the motives . . . An interesting page-turner about little-known aspects of WWII.”
Historical Novels Review

“Benn’s meticulously plotted and suspenseful books are always full of historical detail and character development with a great mystery at the center.”
Mystery Scene

“Benn has a sure hand with pacing, and his way with character is nothing short of brilliant. This is an incredible series, worthy of being savored.”
Deadly Pleasures Mystery Magazine

“The mystery is first-rate, the dialogue is period correct and the series as a whole is the best set of wartime novels since those of the legendary Nevil Shute.”
BookPage, Starred Review

“Masterful . . . Benn combines the best elements of traditional small-town mysteries and WWII thrillers, developing a firm sense of place and never letting the suspense flag. This long-running series shows no signs of fatigue.”
Publishers Weekly, Starred Review

“This long-running series grows in breadth and depth with every installment.”
Kirkus Reviews

Praise for the Billy Boyle Mysteries

“Full of action, humor and heart.”
—Louise Penny

"This book has got it all—an instant classic."
—Lee Child

“Billy Boyle has been to some awesome places in James R. Benn’s adventurous World War II series . . . As historical detective series go, this one is extremely well tended by an author who clearly dotes on his hero. As do we.”
The New York Times

"Consistently entertaining."
WWII Magazine
 
“Fans of historical mysteries and World War II buffs will savor Evil for Evil . . . Rich in its exploration of Irish history and politics, this is also a character study of brash young man trying to balance personal, family, and political loyalties while staying true to himself.”
The Boston Globe
 
“James Benn has written a gripping and entertaining mystery (think early Ken Follett), but also—and perhaps just as importantly—he realistically and sensitively explores the rarely discussed race relations and power struggles in the U.S. Armed Forces in World War II Britain. A thrilling read.”
—Susan Elia MacNeal, author of His Majesty’s Hope and the Maggie Hope mystery series
 
“What a great read, full of action, humor and heart . . . Equal parts spy thriller, war story and murder mystery, with a dollop of romance that’s never sweet, this is just a terrific book. More please!”
—Louise Penny

“A harrowing adventure that delivers on suspense and, quite movingly, on emotional registers too.”
—Megan Abbott
 
“It is a pleasure marching off to war with the spirited Billy Boyle. He is a charmer, richly imagined and vividly rendered, and he tells a finely suspenseful yarn.”
—Dan Fesperman, author of Winter Work

“A triple dose of excitement with a murder mystery within a spy thriller within a World War Two adventure story. . . . A ‘rattling good read.’”
—Rhys Bowen

"Pervasive racism in the U.S. Army during WWII frames Benn’s excellent eighth Billy Boyle whodunit . . . The superior plot and thoughtful presentation of institutional racism directed against American soldiers about to risk their lives for their country make this one of Benn’s best." 
Publishers Weekly, Starred Review

“A smart, fast-paced, action-packed historical mystery series replete with liberal dashes of humor and romance providing broad appeal to readers of military history, thrillers and mysteries. He deftly combines a mélange of edge-of-your seat suspenseful situations with historical accuracy and engaging literary references.”
—BookTrib

“The painstaking research is evident, the story crackles with life, and the overlay of fictional characters onto very real historical events is seamless.”
Bookpage
James R. Benn is the author of the Billy Boyle World War II mysteries. The debut, Billy Boyle, was named one of five top mysteries of 2006 by Book Sense and was a Dilys Award nominee. A Blind Goddess was longlisted for the IMPAC Dublin Literary Award, and The Rest Is Silence was a Barry Award nominee. Benn, a former librarian, splits his time between the Gulf Coast of Florida and Connecticut with his wife Deborah Mandel. View titles by James R. Benn
May 1942


It began as a glow in the night sky, a faint flicker barely visible in the swirling, low clouds and pelting rain. Stephen Elliot saw it as he shut the door behind him and made for his automobile. Marston Hall sat on a hill, with a commanding view of the valley and the flight path of the aircraft. Elliot shielded his eyes from the spitting rain and watched the flames on their descent, calculating exactly where metal would meet ground.
     In his surgery, John Bodkin heard the growl of the engine. Instinctively, he looked up, as if to gauge the distance, but quickly returned to finish stitching a farmer’s arm. A nasty cut, but clean enough.
     Agnes Day, who had received the message that her assistance was needed, risked a look skyward as she pedaled toward the doctor’s surgery. The aircraft was close enough to make out the burning portside engine. German, probably. She shuddered, fearful of a sudden crash, of bombs and death, of Germans in their midst, of torn bodies and shrieking men demanding care.
     She’d had enough of that in London.
     Sir Richard Seaton had been checking on the horses. As he shut the barn door, he followed the arc of light, little more than an indistinct glimmer from where he stood. Still, he knew it was dangerous. His eyes flitted across Seaton Manor, looking for telltale lines of illumination at the edges of blackout curtains. Nothing. Though the building was as dark and quiet as the Norfolk countryside, worry gnawed at him.
     Inside the aircraft—a Heinkel He 111 bomber—flames shot sporadically into the cockpit as the pilot struggled with the controls. Screams pierced the air, louder even than the roar of the engines. The dorsal gunner was badly wounded. The two other gunners had patched him up as best they could before the pilot ordered them to bail out. The navigator was moaning, his head lolling as he held his belly. Wind whistled through the shattered canopy as the pilot tried to ignore the blood pooling in his boot. All he wanted was to find a patch of ground before it found him. They’d never make it back across the North Sea. A night landing in a storm was their only hope.
     On the ground below, there was no hint of the agonies they suffered.
     Alfred Bunch held the blackout curtain open for his wife, Mildred, as they left the pub. The wind nearly took his cap, and he pulled it on tight as he cocked his head to find the source of the droning sound growing ever closer. Mildred pointed and asked if the light was a shooting star, but Alfred gauged it as something more sinister. They hurried, watching over their shoulders as the glow dropped lower and seemed to follow them.
     Father Noel Tanner, at his evening prayers, heard the crippled aircraft overhead. He sighed, said amen, rose, and reached for his boots. The living and the dead might be in need of what comfort he could give.
     David Archer huddled at the foot of an oak, his hands pressed over his ears to shut out the blaring noise of death. It haunted him, even in the grove of trees perched on a hilltop overlooking the chalk cliffs and the sea. He came here at night for the quiet, the quiet that had never settled over the blasted ground of no-man’s-land in the last war. Now, his silent refuge was shattered; the burning aircraft dropped from the sky and drew his gaze as the space between hurtling metal and hard ground narrowed into nothingness.
     Archer pressed his face against the oak, and rubbed his cheek on the rough bark, the warm blood soothing in the darkness.
     Throughout the village, eyes turned skyward at the sound. A child asked if she should make a wish, but was shushed and told to get back in bed. The war had come to Slewford, and everyone who eyed the crippled bomber hoped it would keep on going. Out to sea or back to Germany, if need be, but away from here.
     Graham Cheatwood stood at his third-floor bedroom window. He watched Stephen Elliot stop and gaze at the sky, then drive away. He searched for what the man had been looking at and spotted it.  A voice beckoned him to come back to bed, but he knew that wasn’t going to happen.
     He picked up the telephone and barked out an order. Then he threw on his uniform and watched the slow descent of the aircraft as it vanished behind a hilltop close to the cliffs above the sea. Then, there was nothing but the motionless reflection of flames in the fog.
 

Chapter One
November 1944
 
Angelika stood at the top of the stairs, her mouth set in a tight-lipped grimace. Dull, gray light filtered in from a large window behind her as slivers of rain beat against the glass. Next to her, Agnes Day placed her hand on Angelika’s elbow.
     “No,” Angelika said in little more than a whisper. “I must do this.”
     Agnes nodded, took a half step back, and clasped her hands in front of her pale-blue nurse’s uniform. She gave Angelika the briefest smile of encouragement.
     “This is too soon,” Kaz muttered, staring up at his sister. “And there are too many of us. It is bound to make her nervous. Step back, Billy.”
     “Stop worrying, Piotr,” Angelika said. “I like the audience. If I fall, you will all cushion my landing.”
     “Don’t you dare talk of falling, deary,” Mrs. Rutledge said, shaking her finger. “Just come down so I can get myself back to work. Dinner won’t cook itself, mind you.”
     Mrs. Rutledge spoke her words sharply, but I saw a quiver in her lips as she finished. She was worried. We all were.
     “Very well,” Angelika said, holding on to the banister with one hand as she stepped off on her good leg, leaving all her weight on her right leg, where her calf was swathed in bandages. She wavered for a second, and Agnes reached out but caught herself, allowing Angelika to navigate the steep staircase on her own.
     Which was how she wanted it.
     “This is foolish, Baron,” whispered Dr. John Bodkin from behind us. “There’s no need.”
     “Angelika feels she must do it,” Kaz said, not looking back at the local MD. “Which is need enough for me.”    
     Angelika brought her injured leg down to meet her good one. She let go of the banister and took a deep breath. One step down, twenty to go.
     She put her good foot on the next step, then brought down the other, her hand trailing on the polished wooden banister. It was a slow process, and I wondered if she might give up and retreat to her bedroom, where she’d been recovering from surgeries under the watchful eye of Agnes Day.
     Proper surgeries, the kind that healed wounds instead of inflicted them.
     Angelika was recovering from a Nazi concentration camp and brutal medical experiments. Recovering from dangerous resistance activities with the Polish Home Army.
     Recovering from the loss of her family.
     Angelika had survived all that, so I shouldn’t have been surprised when she took the next two steps, one after the other, leaving the hesitancy of an invalid behind. Two more, then she rested for a moment, puffed breath from her cheeks, and let go of the banister. She descended the stairs, hands swishing at her sides, ruffling the fabric of the vibrant red dress she’d selected for her debut.
     Mrs. Rutledge pressed a handkerchief to her cheeks, wiping away tears. Agnes rushed down the stairs and put her arm across Angelika’s shoulder, pulling her close. Angelika beamed and took the left hand offered by Sir Richard Seaton.
     “Congratulations, Angelika,” Sir Richard said, squeezing her hand and grinning broadly. His right sleeve was pinned up; the arm was a casualty of a naval battle in the last war. He had pure white hair and a neatly trimmed beard—there was something nautical about him even on dry land. “You’ve done well.”
     “I owe it to all of you,” Angelika said, scanning the assembly. “But especially Mr. Hamilton.”
     “My pleasure, Miss Kazimierz,” Ian Hamilton said, taking her hand in his. His fingers were long and supple, perfect for the delicate handling of a surgeon’s blade. He had a hawklike face and graying hair slicked back from a widow’s peak. “I had no doubt you would recuperate quickly.”
     “I only hope you do not move too quickly in this recovery,” Dr. Bodkin said, avoiding Hamilton’s gaze. “Rest is your friend, not exertion.”
     “Come, come, Bodkin,” Sir Richard said. “You are cautious by nature, I know, but at least admit Hamilton’s surgery was the right thing to do.” There was an edge to Sir Richard’s words, a barely hidden harshness that led me to wonder what grudge there might have been between the two men. Slewford was a small village, and as the only doctor, Bodkin was sure to have crossed paths with Sir Richard and his family.
     “Surgery was needed, indeed,” Bodkin said, watching as Hamilton spoke softly with Angelika and kneeled to gently check the bandages on her calf. “And I am in your debt, Sir Richard, for taking Agnes on as her nurse.”
     Bodkin stood straight, arms behind his back and his chin jutting forward, as if acknowledging this debt cost him more than he wished to show.
     “Not at all,” Sir Richard said, looking relieved at the chance to let the undercurrent of tension fade away. “It worked out well for all. We needed the help, Mrs. Rutledge and I, as well as Angelika.”
     “It’s done wonders for Agnes,” Bodkin said as the others headed for the sitting room.
     “How so?” I asked. I’d only been at Seaton Manor for two days, and although I’d heard Sir Richard had arranged nursing care for Angelika, I knew next to nothing about Agnes Day, other than that she and Angelika had grown close.
     “Agnes is from Slewford,” Bodkin said, brushing back his thick gray hair. He stood tall and looked firm, probably from bicycling around Slewford to visit his patients. “She went off to London for her nurse’s training at St. Matthew’s Hospital in Shoreditch. That was in 1939. Just a child, she was. She worked during the Blitz, saw the worst of it, horrible things. Then she joined the Royal Army Nursing Corps.”
     “And witnessed the horrors of war in France and Holland,” Sir Richard said. “It was time for her to come home.”
     “She was shattered,” Bodkin said. “In spirit.” The two men glanced at each other, briefly nodding in agreement, and moved off to join the others. Whatever divided them, they shared similar feelings about Agnes Day.
     I stood at the edge of the group, watching Kaz hover over his sister while Bodkin and Hamilton continued to spar over the benefits of rest versus physical activity. I caught Agnes rolling her eyes once, but I couldn’t tell which side of the debate she came down on. She didn’t say much but kept a careful watch over Angelika while the medical terms flew.
I couldn’t imagine what Agnes and other nurses like her had endured. The German bombs falling on London every night overloaded the hospitals, which were often struck themselves. Going from tending injured civilians to treating wounded soldiers was nothing more than trading one level of hell for another.

About

In the eighteenth installment in this fan-favorite WWII mystery series, US Army Captain Billy Boyle investigates a murder in a charming English village, where personal vendettas tangle with wartime espionage.

Norfolk, England, November 1944: After a series of dangerous missions in the South of France, US Army Captain Billy Boyle is finally on leave, and is settling into a peaceful rest at the country estate of Sir Richard Seaton, the father of Billy’s British lover, Diana. Seaton Manor is a comfortable haven, and Billy is eager to spend a few precious days in Diana’s company pretending the war is far away.

Unfortunately, Billy’s leave is cut short when a crashed German bomber resurfaces off the coast with the corpse of a British officer in the pilot seat. The nearby village of Slewford hosts a top-secret military intelligence operation, home to high-ranking German POWs, and so the crash is a matter of national security. Billy is assigned by the commander of the POW facility to investigate. After the plane is discovered, a local villager is murdered—and suddenly what had appeared to be a failed enemy military operation takes on an even more sinister aspect. All Billy’s ex-Boston cop instincts are put to the test as he interviews the grieving, angry, and conniving citizens of this idyllic English country village in search of the truth.

Praise

Praise for Proud Sorrows

A Barnes & Noble Best Book of 2023


“Benn’s Billy Boyle series has enchanted readers for many years and Proud Sorrows is an excellent addition. Benn is a master of suspense; his work builds to the end and never loosens its grip upon the reader. Even if this is your first Billy Boyle Mystery you will find Proud Sorrows a satisfying read!”
—Charles Todd, author of the Inspector Rutledge mysteries and the Bess Crawford mysteries

“Perfect for fans of WWII fiction and historical mysteries, the Billy Boyle series is always a favorite. Not only is this a compelling mystery, but the level of historical research makes this a fascinating window into one of the most tumultuous times in modern history.”
—Barnes & Noble

“A thrilling and ingenious plot . . . [Proud Sorrows] is in many ways Benn’s most beautifully conceptualized and realized book.”
The Day

“An exhilarating and often emotional adventure.”
—Beth Kanell, Stories That Matter

“The dialogue, settings, and the many characters all feel authentic. Tension builds to a rousing conclusion in Boyle’s Poirot-like quest to find the killer or killers and the motives . . . An interesting page-turner about little-known aspects of WWII.”
Historical Novels Review

“Benn’s meticulously plotted and suspenseful books are always full of historical detail and character development with a great mystery at the center.”
Mystery Scene

“Benn has a sure hand with pacing, and his way with character is nothing short of brilliant. This is an incredible series, worthy of being savored.”
Deadly Pleasures Mystery Magazine

“The mystery is first-rate, the dialogue is period correct and the series as a whole is the best set of wartime novels since those of the legendary Nevil Shute.”
BookPage, Starred Review

“Masterful . . . Benn combines the best elements of traditional small-town mysteries and WWII thrillers, developing a firm sense of place and never letting the suspense flag. This long-running series shows no signs of fatigue.”
Publishers Weekly, Starred Review

“This long-running series grows in breadth and depth with every installment.”
Kirkus Reviews

Praise for the Billy Boyle Mysteries

“Full of action, humor and heart.”
—Louise Penny

"This book has got it all—an instant classic."
—Lee Child

“Billy Boyle has been to some awesome places in James R. Benn’s adventurous World War II series . . . As historical detective series go, this one is extremely well tended by an author who clearly dotes on his hero. As do we.”
The New York Times

"Consistently entertaining."
WWII Magazine
 
“Fans of historical mysteries and World War II buffs will savor Evil for Evil . . . Rich in its exploration of Irish history and politics, this is also a character study of brash young man trying to balance personal, family, and political loyalties while staying true to himself.”
The Boston Globe
 
“James Benn has written a gripping and entertaining mystery (think early Ken Follett), but also—and perhaps just as importantly—he realistically and sensitively explores the rarely discussed race relations and power struggles in the U.S. Armed Forces in World War II Britain. A thrilling read.”
—Susan Elia MacNeal, author of His Majesty’s Hope and the Maggie Hope mystery series
 
“What a great read, full of action, humor and heart . . . Equal parts spy thriller, war story and murder mystery, with a dollop of romance that’s never sweet, this is just a terrific book. More please!”
—Louise Penny

“A harrowing adventure that delivers on suspense and, quite movingly, on emotional registers too.”
—Megan Abbott
 
“It is a pleasure marching off to war with the spirited Billy Boyle. He is a charmer, richly imagined and vividly rendered, and he tells a finely suspenseful yarn.”
—Dan Fesperman, author of Winter Work

“A triple dose of excitement with a murder mystery within a spy thriller within a World War Two adventure story. . . . A ‘rattling good read.’”
—Rhys Bowen

"Pervasive racism in the U.S. Army during WWII frames Benn’s excellent eighth Billy Boyle whodunit . . . The superior plot and thoughtful presentation of institutional racism directed against American soldiers about to risk their lives for their country make this one of Benn’s best." 
Publishers Weekly, Starred Review

“A smart, fast-paced, action-packed historical mystery series replete with liberal dashes of humor and romance providing broad appeal to readers of military history, thrillers and mysteries. He deftly combines a mélange of edge-of-your seat suspenseful situations with historical accuracy and engaging literary references.”
—BookTrib

“The painstaking research is evident, the story crackles with life, and the overlay of fictional characters onto very real historical events is seamless.”
Bookpage

Author

James R. Benn is the author of the Billy Boyle World War II mysteries. The debut, Billy Boyle, was named one of five top mysteries of 2006 by Book Sense and was a Dilys Award nominee. A Blind Goddess was longlisted for the IMPAC Dublin Literary Award, and The Rest Is Silence was a Barry Award nominee. Benn, a former librarian, splits his time between the Gulf Coast of Florida and Connecticut with his wife Deborah Mandel. View titles by James R. Benn

Excerpt

May 1942


It began as a glow in the night sky, a faint flicker barely visible in the swirling, low clouds and pelting rain. Stephen Elliot saw it as he shut the door behind him and made for his automobile. Marston Hall sat on a hill, with a commanding view of the valley and the flight path of the aircraft. Elliot shielded his eyes from the spitting rain and watched the flames on their descent, calculating exactly where metal would meet ground.
     In his surgery, John Bodkin heard the growl of the engine. Instinctively, he looked up, as if to gauge the distance, but quickly returned to finish stitching a farmer’s arm. A nasty cut, but clean enough.
     Agnes Day, who had received the message that her assistance was needed, risked a look skyward as she pedaled toward the doctor’s surgery. The aircraft was close enough to make out the burning portside engine. German, probably. She shuddered, fearful of a sudden crash, of bombs and death, of Germans in their midst, of torn bodies and shrieking men demanding care.
     She’d had enough of that in London.
     Sir Richard Seaton had been checking on the horses. As he shut the barn door, he followed the arc of light, little more than an indistinct glimmer from where he stood. Still, he knew it was dangerous. His eyes flitted across Seaton Manor, looking for telltale lines of illumination at the edges of blackout curtains. Nothing. Though the building was as dark and quiet as the Norfolk countryside, worry gnawed at him.
     Inside the aircraft—a Heinkel He 111 bomber—flames shot sporadically into the cockpit as the pilot struggled with the controls. Screams pierced the air, louder even than the roar of the engines. The dorsal gunner was badly wounded. The two other gunners had patched him up as best they could before the pilot ordered them to bail out. The navigator was moaning, his head lolling as he held his belly. Wind whistled through the shattered canopy as the pilot tried to ignore the blood pooling in his boot. All he wanted was to find a patch of ground before it found him. They’d never make it back across the North Sea. A night landing in a storm was their only hope.
     On the ground below, there was no hint of the agonies they suffered.
     Alfred Bunch held the blackout curtain open for his wife, Mildred, as they left the pub. The wind nearly took his cap, and he pulled it on tight as he cocked his head to find the source of the droning sound growing ever closer. Mildred pointed and asked if the light was a shooting star, but Alfred gauged it as something more sinister. They hurried, watching over their shoulders as the glow dropped lower and seemed to follow them.
     Father Noel Tanner, at his evening prayers, heard the crippled aircraft overhead. He sighed, said amen, rose, and reached for his boots. The living and the dead might be in need of what comfort he could give.
     David Archer huddled at the foot of an oak, his hands pressed over his ears to shut out the blaring noise of death. It haunted him, even in the grove of trees perched on a hilltop overlooking the chalk cliffs and the sea. He came here at night for the quiet, the quiet that had never settled over the blasted ground of no-man’s-land in the last war. Now, his silent refuge was shattered; the burning aircraft dropped from the sky and drew his gaze as the space between hurtling metal and hard ground narrowed into nothingness.
     Archer pressed his face against the oak, and rubbed his cheek on the rough bark, the warm blood soothing in the darkness.
     Throughout the village, eyes turned skyward at the sound. A child asked if she should make a wish, but was shushed and told to get back in bed. The war had come to Slewford, and everyone who eyed the crippled bomber hoped it would keep on going. Out to sea or back to Germany, if need be, but away from here.
     Graham Cheatwood stood at his third-floor bedroom window. He watched Stephen Elliot stop and gaze at the sky, then drive away. He searched for what the man had been looking at and spotted it.  A voice beckoned him to come back to bed, but he knew that wasn’t going to happen.
     He picked up the telephone and barked out an order. Then he threw on his uniform and watched the slow descent of the aircraft as it vanished behind a hilltop close to the cliffs above the sea. Then, there was nothing but the motionless reflection of flames in the fog.
 

Chapter One
November 1944
 
Angelika stood at the top of the stairs, her mouth set in a tight-lipped grimace. Dull, gray light filtered in from a large window behind her as slivers of rain beat against the glass. Next to her, Agnes Day placed her hand on Angelika’s elbow.
     “No,” Angelika said in little more than a whisper. “I must do this.”
     Agnes nodded, took a half step back, and clasped her hands in front of her pale-blue nurse’s uniform. She gave Angelika the briefest smile of encouragement.
     “This is too soon,” Kaz muttered, staring up at his sister. “And there are too many of us. It is bound to make her nervous. Step back, Billy.”
     “Stop worrying, Piotr,” Angelika said. “I like the audience. If I fall, you will all cushion my landing.”
     “Don’t you dare talk of falling, deary,” Mrs. Rutledge said, shaking her finger. “Just come down so I can get myself back to work. Dinner won’t cook itself, mind you.”
     Mrs. Rutledge spoke her words sharply, but I saw a quiver in her lips as she finished. She was worried. We all were.
     “Very well,” Angelika said, holding on to the banister with one hand as she stepped off on her good leg, leaving all her weight on her right leg, where her calf was swathed in bandages. She wavered for a second, and Agnes reached out but caught herself, allowing Angelika to navigate the steep staircase on her own.
     Which was how she wanted it.
     “This is foolish, Baron,” whispered Dr. John Bodkin from behind us. “There’s no need.”
     “Angelika feels she must do it,” Kaz said, not looking back at the local MD. “Which is need enough for me.”    
     Angelika brought her injured leg down to meet her good one. She let go of the banister and took a deep breath. One step down, twenty to go.
     She put her good foot on the next step, then brought down the other, her hand trailing on the polished wooden banister. It was a slow process, and I wondered if she might give up and retreat to her bedroom, where she’d been recovering from surgeries under the watchful eye of Agnes Day.
     Proper surgeries, the kind that healed wounds instead of inflicted them.
     Angelika was recovering from a Nazi concentration camp and brutal medical experiments. Recovering from dangerous resistance activities with the Polish Home Army.
     Recovering from the loss of her family.
     Angelika had survived all that, so I shouldn’t have been surprised when she took the next two steps, one after the other, leaving the hesitancy of an invalid behind. Two more, then she rested for a moment, puffed breath from her cheeks, and let go of the banister. She descended the stairs, hands swishing at her sides, ruffling the fabric of the vibrant red dress she’d selected for her debut.
     Mrs. Rutledge pressed a handkerchief to her cheeks, wiping away tears. Agnes rushed down the stairs and put her arm across Angelika’s shoulder, pulling her close. Angelika beamed and took the left hand offered by Sir Richard Seaton.
     “Congratulations, Angelika,” Sir Richard said, squeezing her hand and grinning broadly. His right sleeve was pinned up; the arm was a casualty of a naval battle in the last war. He had pure white hair and a neatly trimmed beard—there was something nautical about him even on dry land. “You’ve done well.”
     “I owe it to all of you,” Angelika said, scanning the assembly. “But especially Mr. Hamilton.”
     “My pleasure, Miss Kazimierz,” Ian Hamilton said, taking her hand in his. His fingers were long and supple, perfect for the delicate handling of a surgeon’s blade. He had a hawklike face and graying hair slicked back from a widow’s peak. “I had no doubt you would recuperate quickly.”
     “I only hope you do not move too quickly in this recovery,” Dr. Bodkin said, avoiding Hamilton’s gaze. “Rest is your friend, not exertion.”
     “Come, come, Bodkin,” Sir Richard said. “You are cautious by nature, I know, but at least admit Hamilton’s surgery was the right thing to do.” There was an edge to Sir Richard’s words, a barely hidden harshness that led me to wonder what grudge there might have been between the two men. Slewford was a small village, and as the only doctor, Bodkin was sure to have crossed paths with Sir Richard and his family.
     “Surgery was needed, indeed,” Bodkin said, watching as Hamilton spoke softly with Angelika and kneeled to gently check the bandages on her calf. “And I am in your debt, Sir Richard, for taking Agnes on as her nurse.”
     Bodkin stood straight, arms behind his back and his chin jutting forward, as if acknowledging this debt cost him more than he wished to show.
     “Not at all,” Sir Richard said, looking relieved at the chance to let the undercurrent of tension fade away. “It worked out well for all. We needed the help, Mrs. Rutledge and I, as well as Angelika.”
     “It’s done wonders for Agnes,” Bodkin said as the others headed for the sitting room.
     “How so?” I asked. I’d only been at Seaton Manor for two days, and although I’d heard Sir Richard had arranged nursing care for Angelika, I knew next to nothing about Agnes Day, other than that she and Angelika had grown close.
     “Agnes is from Slewford,” Bodkin said, brushing back his thick gray hair. He stood tall and looked firm, probably from bicycling around Slewford to visit his patients. “She went off to London for her nurse’s training at St. Matthew’s Hospital in Shoreditch. That was in 1939. Just a child, she was. She worked during the Blitz, saw the worst of it, horrible things. Then she joined the Royal Army Nursing Corps.”
     “And witnessed the horrors of war in France and Holland,” Sir Richard said. “It was time for her to come home.”
     “She was shattered,” Bodkin said. “In spirit.” The two men glanced at each other, briefly nodding in agreement, and moved off to join the others. Whatever divided them, they shared similar feelings about Agnes Day.
     I stood at the edge of the group, watching Kaz hover over his sister while Bodkin and Hamilton continued to spar over the benefits of rest versus physical activity. I caught Agnes rolling her eyes once, but I couldn’t tell which side of the debate she came down on. She didn’t say much but kept a careful watch over Angelika while the medical terms flew.
I couldn’t imagine what Agnes and other nurses like her had endured. The German bombs falling on London every night overloaded the hospitals, which were often struck themselves. Going from tending injured civilians to treating wounded soldiers was nothing more than trading one level of hell for another.