FAMILY AFFAIR
they say we are a family good at extending / i make a decision to hold
a seminar on how to live / i schedule this party for my uncles on the first
day of spring / my dead uncles play hooky with the afterlife
slipping out of their graves while the ground unthaws / the earth still soft
i could never play hooky myself / all my childhood my mother kept her
hand wrapped around my wrist / a lightweight shackle held me
down all nights / a weight my mother gifted me for my own sake
the taste of iron swirling in the mouth always / no shard of a
coconut to scoop out the pulp of the night.
my dead uncles arrive to the seminar an hour late / they hover above
the chairs in my backyard / my living uncles arrive after the dead ones
and the reunion is a big family affair / my uncles orbit around one another
and me / with haste / all the seminar pamphlets are
out of my hands / papers with titles: / interactions with cops
explaining health complications to your doctor / drinks with bitters
my uncles hand me back this polite literature / they insist upon
an idea that in the afterlife / there is no time for posturing over
anything other than perhaps a garden / someone you love deeply
the truth of it they insist / is that most of living you never really learn
the police come through / as they always do / breaking the warmth
of the reunion / my uncles sit together around a table playing dominoes
the police lean over and ask to play / the police lean over to claim
that someone has called about the noise / the police are leaning over
What noise, I ask. Half of the people here are dead. / my dead uncles
do not speak in the presence of force / is that not what you wanted
this is the living of not knowing and wanting more / survival at
the cost of pride / now that the police have arrived the party
must end / my dead uncles / must return to the earth
before night / when the ground hardens / and although the party
starts late / it ends late / if not as late as we wanted / but still
i feel so loved / i hold all my uncles together / they hold me
in the spring we get used to the sun / staying for long
my favourite void is from the valley of lateness / i love lateness
i love it like i love my uncles / my late uncles / my late late uncles
alive and dead / oh, how i love / the suggestion that the earth
can extend / that there will always be room for more.
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